I know that I should probably cook more than I do, I should probably do more from scratch and I should probably eat healthier, but lets be honest, JUNK FOOD IS SOOOO GOOD!!! Grease, sugar, salt - it's all DELICIOUS! How am I suppose to avoid something that is so tasty!?!?
Secondly, I have to share a kitchen with a large number of people, which makes my life difficult. I'm not talking about like, the 7 girls that were in my Sorority House, I mean like, and entire building of people sharing one kitchen - were meaning, like at least 70 people. PAIN IN MY @$$. Anyway - so that makes things a little difficult.
Third, I have an addiction to cook books, and magazines. It's like torture to buy the magazines and not be able to cook anything b/c I have a tiny fridge that has to be kept in "inspection order" - it just makes life a lot more depressing. All i get to do is stare at the pretty pictures and IMAGINE myself cooking them, lol!
This past week, I've had the most refreshing experience. My boyfriend and I have been house-sitting/dog-sitting for our friends - and instead of living in the dorms, we've been staying there. I feel like a real person again, even tho I know that we're only "playing house" - but we intend to get married hopefully within the next year....I would honestly prefer to get married late next spring, like, between April and July (perfect time in both Texas AND Ohio for wedding/reception stuff :) But I felt like we had a real life together - at least for this past week, and I got a glimpse into the future of what our life will be like together, and I'm even more excited than I have been through our relationship. I can't wait to spend forever with him, and to think that I've already started is wonderful :)
On top of that, I swear ALL of my friends are getting married. I WANNA GET MARRIED! LOL! Naw, I understand that we would be more than happy to get married yesterday, lol - but he wants to meet each others families first - which could take a while. Everytime I hear from someone, it's always that they're getting married, or their cousin, or sibling, or best friend - it's CRAZY! I love the idea of planning our wedding, and honestly, kinda already playing with ideas, but I know it's about a year away. I'm thinking Peacock colors, or Penguin colors - so...shades of teal and green or black, white, orange and yellow.
OK, that's all for now, hopefully soon I'll start working on my official blogging - after my boyfriends leaves for his next base next week.
